FACING THE UNKNOWN [Text]

 In BE ONE WITH YOUR SOUL

The Ribbons of My Truth have lead to my life Changes

It happened in a day. I got the lightning.

The moment of my spiritual incarnation came when I was in my 30’s.

That day was the climax of a series of events that occurred over several months before and after.

Though I was totally praying for something like that to happen, I (my mind) was completely unprepared.
My mind had no idea what I was praying for, because this type of experience was completely out of my scope, out of my spectrum of awareness.

In fact, I disparaged those spiritually airy hippies, eating tasteless spelt cookies and chanting all day long, because that was the only ‘aware’ connection I had to spirituality. I couldn’t imagine that this spiritual incarnation would happen, that it would lead to this strong sensation of openness, that the feelings of a deep, fulfilling and serene ecstasy could even exist, or that consciousness, a perception of the seen and unseen, could expand.

Prayers are delicate ribbons of affirmation that the mind accepts and enjoys, they carry your eternal truth, your soul wisdom and your own prophecy.

Many times I am asked by my students questions about their next, naturally evolutionary state of consciousness, sometimes the one who is asking doesn’t even know that this is the essence of his questions.

On one hand, in those cases, no answer can be satisfying, on the other hand- the question itself is the heart-soul prayer, a sign that the spirit is now delicately massaging your mental body, supporting you to open up, more and more.

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Previous to receiving the blissful gift of elevated consciousness gradually penetrating me, something exceptional happened.

Integrity took over.

There was a moment when I felt I needed to drop everything, and I did it.
I had zero safety net, and I even dropped the need for having a safety net.

Before I received the calling, I knew, internally that I could not keep on doing what I was doing, and that I was supposed to be in another place, doing something else.

So I declared to the universe that the minimum I could do, until the unknown was more communicative, was to stop what I was doing at the moment.

And I stopped.

I quit my job, gave up my private projects, and gave away many of my things. I was ready for the unknown to come. 

It is not about courage or overcoming fear, it is about integrity.

I could not lie to myself, and could not lie to the world. Something was not as it was supposed to be, reality seemed flat to me, I could not believe that all the phases of life and living summed up to eating, sleeping, having sex, fun and money.

Integrity is not only about being truthful to yourself and the world,
Integrity is when your present is matching your presence, fully.

The unknown does not have a face that can be revealed. The unknown stays unknown.
We stay in our integrity by letting it be unknown, facing it, accepting it-
Loving it for that.

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The logic of my heart enchanted me.

I follow my heart, follow my intuition.
I wasn’t aware of what was about to happen, there was no traceable logic to the scenario I created- the only logic was the logic of my heart.

I was searching for IT could not find IT. In retrospect it is clear I did not know where to look, nor did I know what I was looking for.

I am not the only one, we are all like that, all searches have no image of what they are looking for.

Once you accept that what you are looking for is mentally unfamiliar to you, and will stay as such, you’ll start looking for it from your heart eyes.

Your heart eyes see it all and there is a chance your entire being will be washed with a graceful presence.

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These ribbons of my truth are the first part of the journey of becoming who I am today, my spiritual incarnation. I am eager to share more with you in the weeks ahead, but for now, tell me beloved:

What are you praying or searching for that you cannot yet picture?

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  • simonfischer
    Reply

    My dear beloved Homaya, I also want to have a hug. I told you I missed it at boom, but I also learned at this special moment, from now on I will always follow my heart.
    You came to me at the right time. Thanks. I was lost now I am fulfilled with light. Thanks to you touching my soul and wake up my inner strength and eternal power.

    • Homaya Amar
      Homaya Amar
      Reply

      Bless you beloved, this is a wonderful state to be at.
      Shine one!

  • Dana
    Reply

    thank you… I’m reading this and
    suddenly I had this strong wish to have a hug from you… I’m praying to stop stopping myself.

    • Homaya Amar
      Homaya Amar
      Reply

      Sweet light, I hug you with all my heart and soon a real hug!
      & I pray with you and for you!

  • Cristina dotto
    Reply

    Thank you i fell everything..but alwsys i feel fear…panico..i feel nature..but alwsys my heart goes..very fast ..i meet you jn genoa..in a meeting but we didnt speak too much i will iPhone ti a man you give me the number but He was very expensive..so i do ..myself to face panic attack but nature help me i dont go out from ny house some time.t Hank yoy hope to see you again and speak eyes to eyes thank you loveu much..

    • Homaya Amar
      Homaya Amar
      Reply

      Hello Sweet love, Thank you for sharing, I am sending you waves of love, care, and ease.
      I look forward to seeing and you and pray for you to have the support and the inner peace- to embrace life beyond and free of controlling fear.
      Pray for that as well.
      May angel guide you.

  • Ana Paula
    Reply

    minha amada mestre as tuas palavras fazem um enorme eco no meu coração.
    existe uma canção portuguesa na sua letra diz” eu estou bem a onde eu não ,pois eu só quero ir a onde eu não vou”.
    Caos na certeza de que neste momento eu estou onde não quero estar…
    peço que chegue até mim a integridade para sair do emprego
    para olhar , ainda mais, para tudo com os olhos do coração.
    sou profundamente grata por tudo , abençoada pela família, pelos amigos, pela saúde.
    Este ano que faço 50 anos desejo que o desconhecido comunique comigo e que com toda a minha força e colagem possa manisfesta-lo.

    te amo por tantos e tão amorosos ensinamentos.
    Ana Paula

    • Homaya Amar
      Homaya Amar
      Reply

      Beloved, I pray with you and for you.
      To trust, to have the faith, to feel supported,
      and to have the strength to bring yourself to the life you wish to live.
      I love you!
      Happy birthday, soon ;)!

  • sara alergant
    Reply

    love!

  • Manuela
    Reply

    Colpita al Centro! Quanta risonanza in queste parole! La mia incarnazione spirituale avvenne verso i 20 anni. Da lì lasciai tutto quello che stavo facendo e vivendo e partii per l ignoto a piedi scazi…Da lì la Via del Cuore e l integrita diventarono la musica dell Anima…Son passati decenni spesso ho deviato strada spesso son caduta e mi sono rialzata…Ed ora si colpo mi trovo di nuovo all inizio di quel cerchio dove incontrai la Via del Cuore. Ora con più Potenza e chiarezza. Ora con l esclamazione ahaa eccomi! Grazie del rosa che mi donasti tempo fa ora si è amplificato moltissimo…Ti abbraccio con profonda gratitudine…!

    • Homaya Amar
      Homaya Amar
      Reply

      Ho, Manuela, I love you so much! Bless you!
      Wishing you a wonderful new start.
      May you feel the delight of creation, of your creation, in every step of the way.
      May you be guided by grace and angelic glow.
      Bless you!

  • Manuela
    Reply

    Colpita al Centro! Quanta risonanza in queste parole! La mia incarnazione spirituale avvenne verso i 20 anni. Da lì lasciai tutto quello che stavo facendo e vivendo e partii per l ignoto a piedi scazi…Da lì la Via del Cuore e l integrita diventarono la musica dell Anima…Son passati decenni spesso ho deviato strada spesso son caduta e mi sono rialzata…Ed ora si colpo mi trovo di nuovo all inizio di quel cerchio dove incontrai la Via del Cuore. Ora con più Potenza e chiarezza. Ora con l esclamazione ahaa eccomi! Grazie del rosa che mi donasti tempo fa ora si è amplificato moltissimo…Ti abbraccio con profonda gratitudine…!

  • Tatiana
    Reply

    Beloved Master!
    Now, in this time I am feeling lost… I dont now if it a time for looking for Integrity. My sense is it is a time of nothing… time of zero… I am trying to be in this moment with patience.
    Thank you? dear Homaya.

    • Homaya Amar
      Homaya Amar
      Reply

      Beloved, Yes, Sometimes we need to go back to Zero, or at least feel like that.
      The one who is really lost, don’t know he is lost.
      Allow this time to be, be patient, be attentive to your inner motions,
      Birth will come soon again.
      The sun will rise.
      It is nature.
      You are nature.
      Love you!

  • Alisa
    Reply

    I pray for grounded presence, one in which spirit and earth, water and fire and air are balanced <3

    • Homaya Amar
      Homaya Amar
      Reply

      I pray for this balance to be a graceful dance, and for you to enjoy every moment of it.

  • Teresa
    Reply

    Bem-amada Mestra Homaya.
    I love what you wrote from Your heart. I can see the INEGRITY, Your INTEGRITY💎
    I AM praying for the INTEGRITY to be One with the Divine, to be humble and compassionated, to be always a warm and generous heart.I see my life climbing this Mountain of being and doing what THE SPIRIT ask me for. And I pray for laughing “walking the mile” as you told me in DI. I AM so much grateful for all the Guidance I have received in my life.Thank you for Yours🙏🙏🙏

    • Homaya Amar
      Homaya Amar
      Reply

      Sweet one, always wonderful to feel you,
      We cannot be separated from divinity,
      You cannot be separated from it.
      I just came back from few days with Starr,
      we were talking at that topic as well,
      she said, “divinity is easy to feel, not easy to hold.”
      I said “Divinity cannot be held”
      She said, “indeed. It is a flow.”
      *
      Love you!

  • antonio manuel
    Reply

    JÁ FAZ MUITO TEMPO QUE ESTOU PROCURANDO – VERDADE ou UM GRANDE DESPERTAR ESPIRITUAL – e continuo a espera que algo aconteça… … …

    • Homaya Amar
      Homaya Amar
      Reply

      I hope reading my words supported you,
      I hope you free yourself from the search,
      for it not to become an obstructive pattern.
      Let go.
      Let go.
      Breathe.

  • Habet
    Reply

    My prayers are for strength to allow the life forces and energies to flow through me and all living beings to reveal what needs to be revealed

    • Homaya Amar
      Homaya Amar
      Reply

      Aho!
      Amen to that,
      What a beautiful prayer. ***

  • Ana Paula Abreu Martins
    Reply

    Sweet beloved Master Teacher, Your words stretch to my prayer… Bring so much light to where I am… Not just beautiful are your words, they drop in me like haaaaaaaa… These days the word Gratitude has been jumping into my inner dialogues so spontaneously, so vivid… Present and Presence! God! This is so powerful alignement… I have been receiving all your wisdom gifts with such gratitude… they don’t just come and I receive… they stay working within me, in this place where I am not Darshana Paula… I wish a beautiful integration of integrity and I share a little excerpt of something I just wrote, just before I read you:
    To recognize my body without form, without structure, to recognize my life without linearity and my character without any egocentricity or definition…
    May the wind of compassion easily and gently unroot this animosity that holds on so tightly to the manipulation and control of reality. May the wind of compassion easily and gently help me to see no structure, and yet keep the tenderness to feel the shaping of that, which can’t accept shapes to thrive…
    May this new breath be the momentum to detached thoughts and unveiled insights…
    … From the core of the earth within me, this awakened volcano is bringing up the unconscious to a deeper understanding of Life forms, stretching outside the predictable, the unpredictable, the known and the unknown to explore and support the integration between heaven and earth… between the visible and the invisible…
    May the winds of compassion easily and gently help me to root in this magnet for surrender sacredness, for surrender infinite love… for surrender this power to the highest good of ALL…
    I am not programmed anymore, to like or dislike, to wanting or rejecting… to fight for, or rebell against… May the wind of compassion touches ALL, with this medicine…
    … The winds sing: Being a gravitational center you’ll attract everything. Be courageous… Do not worry… Do not hold to nothing… you’re rooted in Divine light… you’re rooted in Infinite love…
    The womb void is the most auspicious place to fly to… to roar in… to crawl on…
    Darshana Paula
    With Love and Gratitude

    • Homaya Amar
      Homaya Amar
      Reply

      THANK YOU SO MUCH! For sharing your prayer, such an inspiration, so high and so alive.
      May duality and unity will live in you as one!
      Let life live.
      I hug you!

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