MAKING SPACE FOR EXPANSION [Text]
About four years ago, I was visiting my dear master Starr,
at the last day of my visit she loaded me with 32 new classes she felt I should teach.
That was BIG,
I was impressed and overwhelmed.
And at the same time, part of me didn’t connect to this expansion in my teaching.
I love teaching, you know that, right?
I love being in this sacred space
seeing the faces of the people shifting, some instantly, some gradually,
I melt in bliss as the number of the sparkling eyes grows
until there is nothing but light in the room.
I also love teaching, and healing, because it is my way to evolve.
Within every class, session and Night-school,
my consciousness expands, my ‘spiritual muscles’ become stronger, my heart generates more love,
my inner navigation is becomes better, and my ability to trace the way energy moves is more accurate.
All this growth burns away anything that does not resonate equally,
But at the time my teacher gave me these new classes, I knew that teaching, as I was teaching until now, would not be the next step for me.
Gomme, my son, was the next step. A step I could not yet imagine.
Another step was more intentional and still enigmatic.
I knew I wished to train healers and teachers to mastery,
And to create a platform that increases self-awareness for the next generations.
I had no idea, and no plan how to make it happen.
I just knew that this was what I am supposed to do.
So last year, I took twelve months off from actively teaching.
I needed to rest, to have a new perspective,
and among many reasons I also felt that the way I was teaching until now, must change,
I felt I needed to evolve within it differently.
Like the words of a very wise man that I love:
“Sometimes to climb a mountain, you need go down from the mountain you are on.”
It is a precious time for me, I am not ready for it to end,
Although it is blended with moments of frustration and impatience, in the face of the unknown.
More time to myself is so nourishing and valuable,
it gives me the possibility to wander around in my inner world, and to invest time and energy in things I wanted to do for a long time.
It has provided the space for me to retreat, to reflect, to get lost, to expand, to explore new vibrations and as the seasons change- to birth something new,
which is happening this days.
I can’t wait to share more with you next time, but for now, tell me in the comments.
Where can you make space for expansion in your life? Is there something, even a good something, you might need to release in order to invite a new thing in?